You Weren´t There

She came home, just won the game
Long time struggle she fulfilled her dream
All she wanted was to make you proud,
You weren't there
He had his birthday few days ago
He got some presents, a big party too
And there were congratulation calls
As the years before, not ever one from you
You weren't there, distant, far away
It's like this every day, they see you in their heads
Wonder if you'll come
Afraid to close their eyes, and miss you once again
She cut herself on a piece of paper
It didn't hurt, but she saw the blood
She could need that embrace, you weren't there
Did he have to cry louder,
Would that make you hear him
You see, his heart was broken, for the first time
You weren't there, distant, far away
It's like this every day, they see you in their heads
Wonder if you'll come
Afraid to close their eyes, and miss you once again
Cannot turn back time, a wish yet to come true
They're making up these stories about you
You weren't there, distant, far away
It's like this every day, they see you in their heads
Wonder if you'll come
Afraid to close their eyes, and miss you once again
夜裡忘了把電台關掉..睡的很淺聽見了這首歌..
開始寫插科打諢的日記..雖那並不像我，但讓看我日記的人開心也算功德一件..
若都虛偽那何必分真假..在蜃樓上羅織彼此的謊言
常想起紅樓夢中的開卷詩......
滿紙荒唐言..一把辛酸淚..都云作者癡..誰解其中味
我想世上最悲傷的事，就是在你最高興的時候無人可分享
對我而言當遇到糟糕的事時，無人可分擔的情形我見多了
所以並不算太suffer...所以下面這個句子我更能得其三味
Long time struggle，She just went to won the game
But he weren't here！
這真是件傷感的事，一場艱困的戰役 long time struggle
慶祝的方式是回家自己一個人吃泡麵，
閃著神看電視上的人影晃來晃去..然後在別人的吵雜聲中沉沉睡去..
She cut herself on a piece of paper
It didn't hurt, but she saw the blood
She could need that embrace, you weren't there
我想或許我們都有這種經驗
A4的紙很薄，因為很薄所以很利
有時不經意一劃，就血虹一道，滲血了那有點痛
但什麼樣的事會It didn't hurt, but she saw the blood
you weren't here ..you weren't here...........
這是Lene Marlin's Another Day 中的歌曲，
專輯中共有十首歌..希望在我還沒寫完這十個故事前.
這個冬季就可以結束了.........